Ill be waiting for you there Shardai. I swear I will be…
And I can’t wait till were playing again and just laughing in Heaven

Amen.

You understood what I was saying,and didn’t bite my head off. Even though you say your humor is weird, it puts a smile on my face everytime you use it. Maybe I’m just over thinking this or, maybe this won’t ever even happen again, but I’m going to try and make sure we have more convos. Smart and gives great advice,I couldn’t ask for a better friend.

Thanks Kitty Moon tonight was a blast.

[Drake rapping:]
Isn’t it ironic that the girl I wanna marry is a wedding planner
that tells me my life is too much and then moves to Atlanta
damn, of all the places you could go
I just thought you’d choose somewhere that has somebody that you know
I’m always up too late I worry bout you there alone
in that place you call your home
warm nights and cold patron
I hope you don’t get known for nothing crazy
cause no man ever wants to hear those stories bout his lady
I know they say the first love is the sweetest
but that first cut is the deepest
I tried to keep us together you were busy keeping secrets
secrets you were telling everybody but me
don’t be fooled by the money I’m still just young and unlucky
I’m surprised you couldn’t tell

[Drake singing:]
I was only trying to get ahead
I was only trying to get ahead
but the spotlight makes you nervous
and you looking for a purpose

I was only trying to get ahead
I was only trying to get ahead
but the spotlight makes you nervous

I want you to see me succeed

yep,im over you were through

Done

please come get your things

its taking up space in my memory.

Leave the key, take the dog, leave my number,trust i wouldnt answer if you called.

I went to the borders, to the end of the earth

and you pushed me over,girl had my feelings hurt

Keeping my next one close, your bestfriend sends her best.

i had her best, yep her best.

i cant contest.

Love does not follow any rules, any restriction.

Love is found where it should be, in the hearts of those it chooses.

Color, size, and even age has no boundaries. Follow it, give it, receive it, EMBRACE it…

They always say, “never settle for less.” Never be okay with receiving less than you deserve. But how do you know what you deserve? You find yourself in a relationship where he doesn’t remember every little thing. But that’s okay, you tell yourself, because it’s not like you’ll find a guy who does. You don’t feel like the number one thing in his life, but are you ever going to find someone like that? Probably not, you tell yourself. So you take what you can get, because you realize you probably won’t get more than this.

Your heart will disagree though. Every time he forgets to call, your heart will cry out and ask why he forget. Every time he misses an event, your heart will demand to know what’s more important than you. Every time this happens, your heart will fracture a little more until one day you wake up and find you’re holding an unrecognizable pile of shattered pieces which once used to be your heart. You will know when you are receiving less. When you start to doubt and begin to wonder if you’re doing something wrong, then it’s less. When you lie awake at night and dream of something more, then you know it’s less. If you dream of someone else, then he’s definitely less.

So let me tell you one more time. You deserve the best. If you don’t feel a 100% of effort in the relationship, then it’s not what you deserve. Don’t feel the need to stay just because. If you don’t want to be in the relationship, leave. Break up and move on. Learn and look. Look for something better, because you deserve the best and nothing less.

And one day, you will find it and it will be so perfectly amazing. There will be ups and downs, but even at its worse it will be better than those other relationships at their best. So keep looking. Don’t give up.

Passion. One of the number one things that we look for in our partners. Its a universal desire for someone to be passionate about you. Its a plus when they are passionate about their own life, and about things that are important to them. It brings fervor and fire into any relationship and makes every day exciting.

It’s odd that this is something we look for in people, as if there are people who aren’t passionate at all. Shouldn’t everyone have something that excites, defines, and drives them? Otherwise life would be boring and meaningless. Passion should not be optional.

How do you define passion? It can be a motion, a feeling, movement and life. Passion can be words – but most of the times words aren’t enough. They take the form of song, poem, story; the words have a rhythm and a personality. Passion is action. Showing someone your love, rather then saying it. Letting yourself run free in the direction of your wants.

Passion is the voice of your soul.

Find this in yourself. Not only will it make your life more fruitful and valuable, you will also be adding something priceless to the life of your partner. Don’t settle for less. Passion is not an option.    

God’s will is all that matters.